Monday, December 7, 2020

Unforgettable (12/7/2020)

We began the chocolate advent calendar the 1st of December and Mason just wanted to keep ahold of it all day.  Throughout the day he would tell me that it was the next day and time for another chocolate.  He may have eaten a few extra days that first day and then he hid the calendar so no one else would find it. Well, unfortunately that meant he also could not find it.   Poor kid has a memory like his mom and Mimi when it comes to finding things that we have "hid" from others.  

Today we were making a Christmas gift and Mason was picking words that described himself.  I read several different words or phrases and he picked the ones that he liked.  When I came to the word "unforgettable", he quickly said that he wanted that one.  Then he proceeded to tell me that he will hide things and "unforget" where he puts them.  He is forgetful and unforgettable.  Love him.

Monday, September 28, 2020

Brooks 1 year check up (9/22/2020)

Stats:

Ht 29.1" (73.9 cm)

Wt 8.99 kg (19 lb 13.1 oz)

HC 46.2 cm (18.19")

BMI 16.45 kg/m²


Brooks is on the shorter, more slender side. So far he seems to be following the same trend as Jonas.

He got 7 shots! He did cry when he got them, but immediately stopped afterwards. Poor guy, but it's always better to just stay on track with the vaccines.

Brooks is still a momma's boy, but he does love dad too. He still spends much of the day exploring, but loves being outside best. He can be frustrated inside, but if I bring him outside, he will play and play for hours and be completely content. He likes to swing, get on the trampoline and "jump". You know that jump where your feet never really leave the ground. He also likes to get in the garage, try to escape to the street, get pushed on the scooter, kick or throw balls and now try to pet the chickens.

The boys all adore him. And so do David and I.

Spiritual Gifts, Blogging and Chickens (9/28/2020)

This morning I read the boys' baby blessings.  Yesterday I had fasted that I would recognize my boys' spiritual gifts and get a glimpse of how Heavenly Father sees them.  Then yesterday evening we were sitting outside and for Come Follow Me we started talking about the boys' spiritual gifts.  This prompted me to read their baby blessings.  It was tender to read those blessings again and to see who they are.  I need to be reminded of this as I mother them and love them.  I want to help these gifts to grow and to be shared.  

Once I was on my blog, I began reading other posts.  I have to be better and recording these memories and experiences.  They are so fun to read and remember.  So, here's to trying once again to get back to blogging.

This past week we got chickens!  6 of them to be exact.  1 white leghorn, 2 red leghorns, 2 australorps and 1 ameraucana.  The boys have loved them!  Mason became the first to master picking them up.  He is now able to pick up two at the same time.  And, if they are "naughty", they get put in the chicken coop for time out.  After being a little nervous about picking them up, Jonas has also figured it out.  He said he follows one into a group of chickens and then he's able to pick it up because it has no where to go.  Both of the boys talk to them.  Jonas is especially tender.  He will sit down and talk to them while rubbing their head.  Mason will actually take them on the swing with him.  Porter doesn't spend as much time with them, but the younger boys are teaching him how to pick one up.  He did it for the first time yesterday and was so excited.  Brooks also loves the chickens.  He'll walk all over the yard and will even pet them.  He is not afraid of them.  Brooks also loves dogs and is not afraid of dogs.  Of all my boys, he is the most willing to walk right up and try to pet them.  

Lately Brooks has been giving us the biggest, cheesiest grin.  It is hilarious.  He is definitely a ham.  


Wednesday, September 9, 2020

Priesthood Blessing (9/9/2020)

Tonight David gave myself and Jonas and Porter blessings for this upcoming school year.  I recorded the boy's blessings, but I did not record mine, so hopefully I can remember things that stood out to me that I need to remember.

set boundaries with the boys.  as i set boundaries, their love and respect will grow.

be a missionary.  act upon the promptings I receive quickly and exactly. (Today I received a prompting to give Heather Polikoff a copy of the Book of Mormon along with the Book of Mormon Come Follow Me manual.)

remember that Christ cleanses us completely.  give over those parts of my spirit and myself that I am holding back.

use my gift to listen and realize that those that stop by are not by coincidence.  Give a space to listen to them and teach my boys to give me the space to do this.  

prioritize school and our day with the boys.  take time throughout the day to stop and re-prioritize as needed.

this is a tender time to have these boys in our home.  Jonas starting kindergarten at home will help him to learn structure and will help Mason to learn structure also and will give Mason a friend.

Porter needs to learn that he is part of a family and this is important.  

My faith is tender, pure and solid.

Be open with my passions and excitement with David and my friends.


It was a very sweet, tender blessing for myself and the boy's blessings were also sweet.   I have loved listening to blessings lately.  It really is a glimpse into their soul and their divine personality.  And, I always coming away knowing that God is aware of us as individuals and that he loves us deeply and knows us intimately.


Tuesday, September 8, 2020

Bountiful Temple- Summer Garn 9/8/2020

Today was a special day.  Summer Garn took out her endowment at the Bountiful Temple and I was able to be there to participate.  I have missed the temple and it was so special to be back.  I was emotional as things stood out to be during the session and I thought about the Garden of Eden and earth now.  There are ways we are constantly trying to beautify this world whether it's through planting flowers/trees, etc or beautifying the earth through our interactions with one another.  I also was reminded of the welcome we will receive when we are welcomed back Home. 


Brooks Turns One! (9/5/2020)

I can't believe that Brooks turned one.  How has a year flown past?  I love having him in our family even if I have not slept through the night for this entire year.  

Lately we have really started to see Brooks's personality shine through.  He is a tease.  He can be found wandering around, climbing on things, putting everything in his mouth, throwing tantrums, getting into everything, splashing in the bath and "wrestling" his brothers.  He isn't much of a snuggler, but he will sometimes walk right into my open arms and let me embrace him.  Then he's done and he moves on.  He will say "bye-bye", wave and then slide himself down the stairs on his tummy.  He can say "da da", "bye bye" and "that".  And I'm pretty sure he tries to say "Jesus".  He loves when Porter's swings him around and plays a little rougher than I like.  I am still his favorite person, but who knows how long that will last.  He tries to jump and today I found him splashing in the toilet... YUCK.  He has little bruises all over his head. I assume these are from his tantrums where he throws him self forward on the ground or backward and then scoots until he hits something.  Or, maybe they are from his brothers.  Mason often hurts him when he doesn't mean to.  Brooks loves to be outside, does not sit still for his diaper to be changed.  I have to try and distract him and sometimes physically hold him down so I can change him.  Before bed I have to get him ready early so that it's easier and he isn't so fussy.

I love his big toothy grin.  He will throw his head back and laugh.  He walks and holds my hand if I put it out for him.  But, usually he just goes off on his own.  I get to push him around on the Radio Flyer scooter and he stand and holds on.  

It's amazing how much you can love your little boys.

Saturday, August 29, 2020

Favorites (8/20/2020)

Porter's Favorites:

Color- yellowish-green

Season- winter

Place- beach

Hobby- video games, reading, sports

Food- cheese pizza

Treat- tropical sour patch kids

Fast Food- Red Robins

Team- Patriots

Book- Percy Jackson

Holiday- Christmas

Animal- Hydra (giant 9 headed snake)


Jonas's Favorties:

Color- gold

Season- winter

Place- Chuck e Cheese

Hobby- playing legos

Food- mac n cheese

Treat- food candy

Fast Food- McDonald's

Team- Ravens

Book- no favorite, but he loves to read and he has started reading Dr. Suess books on his own.  He read Fox in Socks all by himself for the first time a couple of weeks ago.

Holiday- Christmas

Animal- black panther


Mason's Favorites:

Color- blue

Season- winter

Place- Chuck e Cheese

Hobby- going swimming

Food- pepperoni pizza

Treat- donuts

Fast Food- Wendy's

Team- Raven's

Book- No David

Holiday- Christmas

Animal- cheetah


Brooks-

He loves to walk around and explore.  He loves throwing balls and getting into things.  He loves to be outside and will stand at the storm door looking out and banging.  He started walking all the time about 2 weeks ago and is a rock star walker now.  

Friday, July 10, 2020

Brooks Finally Rolled Over!! (4/2/2020)

Finally on Tuesday, March 31st, Brooks rolled over!!!  Yeah! He had to fight for it, but it happened.  And then I made him do it again.  He rolled from his stomach to his back.  I’ve been making him work on it everyday since.  He hates it. but one day it was almost as if he was teasing me.  He’d roll on his side and smile and look at me with mischievous eyes:).

April 24, 2020

David and I adore Mason.  Tonight we were watching a movie where a boy and girl kissed.  As they did, he said, “Ewe.”  I’ve never heard him say that before and it was so funny.
Then tonight at bedtime I told him I hoped he never got bigger.  I wanted to keep him just like he is.  David and I have both said this to him before.  Well, we’ve also told the boys that they need to go to bed so they can grow big and strong.  So his response to me, “I’m not going to bed.  If I go to bed then I’ll get bigger.” 
Way to use our own reasoning against us! 
I sure love him.

Last night the boys wanted to do a workout video with David and I. After it was done, then they all wanted to run on the treadmill.
This morning, the first thing Porter wanted to do was workout.  He ran 11:30 min on the treadmill, did 20 min of a work out video and then ran about 11 more min.  Jonas ran a total of 2 miles on the treadmill and Mason got on and ran a bit too.  I’ll admit, I love having them start out their day active.
This afternoon we headed up to H rock to do a nature scavenger hunt. It was a beautiful day and perfect to get out.  The boys and David hiked up and over the mountain.  Brooks and I waited at the bottom.  It was way to steep to hike in flip flops while holding carrying Brooks.  Someday I’ll join them.  They had so much fun.
I sure love all my boys.

Sunday, June 21, 2020

Emotions (6/21/2020)

Over these past few months I feel like I have noticed Satan attacking my weakness and my insecurities.  Am I good enough?  Am I talented enough? Am I fun enough?  Am I smart enough?  Do people really want to be around me?  It has made me a little emotional and sometimes I react to the things my boys say and it hurts my feelings.  Do I know my boys love me?  Of course I do.  But, I start to perseverate on things they say or when they don't want to hang out with me.  When I type it out it sounds pathetic, but it happens and my feelings really get hurt.  Well, this happened today and I was pretty sad.  A while later I was talking to Jonas and we were discussing something that had happened earlier in the day.  Jonas had said I was annoying.  Now, Jonas wasn't saying it to be mean at all.  But, my sensitive self started to cry.  This frustrated David because he doesn't like when the boys are rude to me, so he disciplined Jonas and Porter (Porter had been making a joke about this game we were playing).  A couple things happened in between and Jonas and I found ourselves at home with only Brooks.  As we were talking, Jonas asked why David got mad and Porter and him.  I explained that Dad was frustrated because he knew I was hurt.  I told Jonas I was sorry for being sensitive, but it hurt my feelings what he had said.  Then Jonas said, "Mom, I love you so much.  I always love you so much."  My heart knows this deep inside, but I allow Satan's voice to get into my head and disrupt the truth.  He is constantly attacking my ability to love myself and see the gifts that Heavenly Father has blessed me with.  He encourages me to feel inadequate as a mother and to question by anyone would want to be around me.  He knows that as I experience these feelings, my tendency is to withdraw and to bury my light.  I want to be a person my boys and David want to be with.  I want to have love and joy and peace to offer them. 
For as long as I can remember, I have wanted to be a mother.  I was created to be a mother.  One of my innate gifts is to truly love children and enjoy being around them.  Being with my family is my most favorite place to be.  When we are together enjoying one another, that is peace on earth for me.  It is a glimpse of the everlasting joy that we'll experience as a family in the eternities. 
This evening after dinner we went to Hillside so the boys could ride bikes.  They love playing sharks and minnows on their bikes with David.  When Jonas or Mason wanted to be "safe", they would run to me with their arms open and climb on my lap.  Hopefully I will get my act together and be confident in who I am that they will not need to be babying my emotions, but I can be a safe place for them to land throughout life.  They shouldn't need to be my parent. 
And, I hope I can be a strong woman to stand by David's side.  I have always looked up to David.  Through all these years I have known him, he has been so deliberate in how he lives his life.  Deliberate in how he teaches, serves, loves, spends his time, develops his talents, etc.  When I let Satan into my thoughts, I doubt that I am the enough for him.  I wonder if I hold him back from who he can become.  These are never thoughts that my Father in Heaven would want me to feel.  I know he would want me to remember that I AM HIS DAUGHTER.  HE LOVES ME.  I can be David's partner because of WHO I AM. 
When the day comes for my boys to marry, I hope that they pick a woman that knows she is a child of God and does shy away from their potential.  Someone that is brave, bold and strong. 
I love my boys.  I love David.  When I look to the future, I know I will miss these tender years when I get to hold the boys in my life.  When they throw their arms around me and when Mason kisses my cheek.  Or when Porter is so excited to show me what he's done and he wants a hi five.  Or when Brooks crawls up to me and looks up at me with his sweet, bright eyes, or when Jonas giggles and his face lights up.  I am grateful to be a mother and a wife.  I am grateful for a very patient, loving husband who is continually trying to improve and strengthen our marriage. 

Friday, June 5, 2020

Porter's Last Official Day of First Grade at Beacon Heights (6/2/2020)










For Porter's last day of 1st grade, the school did a social distancing drive through.   They had signs up and a few locations where the kids could stop have take a photo.  We ran into Ms. Gianelo there and Porter was able to get a picture with her. After the drive through I took the boys to get donuts at Duncan Donuts.  I can't ever persuade them to get donuts somewhere better.  It's alright, they like the pink frosted donuts with sprinkles.  
I can't believe Porter is already heading to 2nd grade!  Next year we are sending him to Whittier for the ELP program.  We thought a lot about this and decided that we'll try it for a year and see how it goes.  Jonas will be starting Kindergarten at Beacon Heights.  
It'll be interesting to see what happens next year.  I'm pretty sure school will not look the traditional way.


Brooks 9 month check-up (6/2/2020)

Brooksie is getting so big.  During his 8 month he finally started crawling like a pro.  He has his two front bottom teeth.  He gets on his knees and has also started pulling up to a standing position. 

Stats:
Ht 27.24" (69.2 cm)
Wt 8085 g (17 lb 13.2 oz)
HC 44.8 cm (17.64")
BMI 16.88 kg/m²

Brooks still wakes up several times a night and is taking two naps. He loves when his brothers play with him and make him laugh. He does not snuggle a lot unless he's actually fallen asleep. Boo.
He loves to eat. We blend up whatever we're having for dinner and feed it to him. He eats oatmeal for breakfast and generally I brake up a PB&J sandwich for lunch. He does not like jarred baby food at all.
When Brooks and I play outside, he loves playing in the grass and there are these little helicopter leaves that fall from the tree in our front yard. He loves to put these in his mouth.
He's in the phase where I'm his favorite and he'll play by himself, but he also loves to find out where I am. I love his bright blue eyes and his big gummy smile. He loves dancing when music comes on and he loves to be tickled. He laughs and laughs.



Sunday, May 17, 2020

Home church 5/17/2020

Church at home these days is usually really simple.  We have the sacrament and then we someone shares a short talk or thought.  Sometimes we sing, but not always.  Today Porter shared in Mosiah 24 about Alma and his people being in bondage to Amulon and the Lamanites.  We talked about bondage, our burdens being made light and deliverance.  But the most interesting part of our talk was the thoughts and questions that Jonas had.  He is always wondering how he can know if Heavenly Father is real and how he can know if Heavenly Father answers his prayers.  He knows that the spirit can tell us, but I don't know if he has recognized when the spirit tells him.  Today as we spoke, I felt a sweet spirit.  We talked about faith and a testimony.  David asked if he knew what a testimony was and he said, "You've said that word a lot but I don't know what it means." 
He is so tender and sincere. 
Porter said he knows Heavenly Father is real, but then he said what would happen if he wasn't.  Would there be nothing after this life? 
These conversations are the most precious and faith building.  We want our kids to be able to ask these questions and we can figure out where they are at with their testimony.  We love them and I hope they do recognize the spirit testifying to them.

Harry Loeterman (My Great-Great Grandpa) 5/17/2020

While reading entries in Family Search, I came across the following story about my Great, Great Uncle Harry Loeterman and my Uncle Dave.  I thought it was a great story.

Harry was born in Poland but soon moved to Odessa,Russia(The Ukraine) where he married Eve . They had two kids when he was drafted into the Russian army in the mid 1890's. After two years of service and two and a half he had another child on the way(Nana) He plotted a scheme where the local witch doctor brought him some lotion that blistered his scalp and made his hair fall out. He was caught by the Russians after a few months and convicted of treason. During his trial he actually ran out the court and escaped. The local rabbi gave him a boat pass and a passport and on stearage he came to Ellis Island and Lived with an uncle in New York.He worked in a factory and pushed a food cart on weekends and holidays and eventually sent money back to his family so that they could come to New York. He and his family which grew to 9 lived in a one room apartment in Manhatten. By the late twenties they and spouses had moved to Hollywood minus Lil and her husband Irv Goodman.who came in the 50's. Harry and family first moved to Compton and then Inglewood where most settled. Harry,son Sam and my grandfather Sam started an open air market,the Triangle market, which was on a triangular block which was less than a quarter of a block on the main drag in Inglewook called Market St. This was in the 30's. I mention this for a special reason. Fast forward to 1968 and me, David. became a member of the LDS church in Salt Lake City with the intention of going on a mission but no money. Now home I began asking around the Inglewood Ward for work as many members had businesses.One brother, offered me after sacrament mtg.I worked for him for about a year as a ceramic tile assistan(showers and kitchens and floors., At Thanksgiving Mel Johnson invited his LDS workers over for Thanksgiving where I saw a picture of my family and the Triangle Market. With great anxiety I asked him why he had this treasured family picture. He told me that he had worked there in 1939 to earn money for his mission. God works in mysterious and all knowing ways.Obviously the Spirit was working when Br. Johnson had offered me a job and probably when my Jewish relatives had started the Triangle Market and given a Br. Johnson his missionary job.

Jonas May 2020

Jonas is incredibly tender, but do not cross him.  He has become a little vengeful.  The other day he was mad at Porter about something.  We were outside and he was in the basement taking clothes out of Porter's draw, peeing on them and/or sticking them in the toilet.  GROSS! 

When he used to get mad at me, he would purposely pee on the bathroom floor.  

Mother's Day 5/10/2020

Mother's Day this year was rough.  David worked a 24 hour shift so we was gone all day and the boys were in rare form.  It started with Jonas and Mason fighting over a purple bowl.  I had no idea how important that bowl was to each of them.  Out of frustration, I threw the bowl in the outside trash.  This only escalated the problem.  For the next hour or so Jonas went on a rampage.  He was hitting the kitchen window with stuff and he even threw a skateboard at it.  Then he headed to the basement where he dumped out bins of toys and then mixed all the clean laundry with the dirty laundry and poured laundry detergent all over it.  After that he emptied Mason's dresser drawers.  He was screaming and crying and it was hard to even get him to settle down.  Then while I was taking a shower the smoke detector went off and I had to jump out, throw my bathrobe on and try to figure out what was going on.  Fortunately there was no fire, but I'm still not sure why the alarm was going off. 
Now, the day wasn't all bad.  There were definitely some highlights.  Ash stopped by and hung out on the lawn with us for a bit.  She had helped David make videos of the boys answering questions about me.  Gayle also stopped by and I was able to chat with her for a while outside.  I needed someone to cry to and I felt much better after talking with her.
In the morning when we wanted to have church I knew I was going to have to be somewhat creative to get the boys to sit down at all, so Mason and I made chocolate chip cookie dough and church was simple and around a bowl of cookie dough.  Porter told people later in the day that we had cookie dough instead of the sacrament :). 
I also had a sweet moment playing with Jonas and Brooks.  We were laughing and enjoying one another as I pretended to have Brooks use his boxing moves against Jonas.  Jonas's sweet laugh is very healing.
Porter and I also had some sweet time sitting in the yard together. 
Melissa Quigley had sent me a text with a church video about motherhood.  It was a great reminder that I can partner with God in this work and He will help me.  Not only will He help me, but He trusts me to do this work. 

Wednesday, May 13, 2020

5/3/2020

Today Mason pooped a little bit on the rug in the bathroom.  I asked him what happened, if he just wasn’t able to make it to the toilet.  He said, “My butt just wanted to be rude and pushed it out.”

I always call Porter, “Porter-man.”  Tonight when I said it, he looked at me and said, “Mommy-girl.”  It made me chuckle.

5/11/2020- Jonas

Rachel was in our yard and she asked if she washed her hands if she could hold Brooks. In a weak moment I said yes.  But, I guess when she went to get him from Porter. Porter told her no.  We told Jonas this story and he said, “We’re not supposed to touch people, so why’d you say yes?”
Then we were talking about how Ash and Gayle want to hold Brooks and how lucky we are that we have each other to hug. Then he said, “Why don’t they get married and have their own babies?”

Friday, May 8, 2020

3/30/2020

It has been just over two weeks since Porter's school was closed and we've been homeschooling.  To be fair, we home schooled one week and the second week was Spring Break.  He has been doing really well.  He actually enjoys being at home rather than going to school.  That is a huge blessing.  And, the boys have been learning to play together and have enjoyed one another.  David and I love to watch them play and interact.
Last week on Wednesday, March 25th around 7:15am there was a 5.7 magnitude earthquake in Magna, UT.  So, we definitely felt it here in Salt Lake.  Porter, Brooks and I were awake in the dining room.  Mason was sound asleep.  Jonas was awake, but rocking in bed and David was at work.  I ran downstairs with Porter and Brooks to get the other boys, but by then the earthquake had stopped.  Fortunately it wasn't too bad, but it definitely rattled me a bit.  I just had this realization that if something happened when David wasn't around, I'd be responsible for all the boys and that thought was a bit overwhelming.  Meg was here, so that was good, but she won't always be here.
Porter thought the earthquake was cool and felt like a roller coaster and Jonas just thought it felt exactly like it does in bed when he rocks himself.  Neither one of them were scared or worried, so that was good.  It was another good reminder that we need to be prepared.  I sent Meg to the store to pick up more flash lights and batteries.  After testing all ours, they were either broken or I couldn't find the nice ones.
Tonight I had the sweetest time jumping with Mason on the trampoline.  We found our shadows on the garage and we played with them for about 30 minutes.  Mason loved it and I loved seeing his cute shadow and watching him play with it.  He gave it a kiss and a hug and taught it how to fight :).  I would jump with him, holding his hands and help his shadow jump way up high.  Then at bedtime he prayed and thanked Heavenly Father for letting him play with his shadow.  This is such a tender age.
The other night Jonas and Mason taught Brooks how to defend himself if Porter attacked.  They taught him to hit, punch, slap, kick, head butt and use a "butt shield".  It was pretty funny.  Hopefully he won't ever have to use those tactics.
David and I have really enjoyed being home with the boys these past few weeks.  Almost every night that it hasn't snowed or rained, we have spent time playing on the trampoline after Brooks goes down.  The boys have loved playing dodgeball and just being together.  Usually David has things a couple nights a week, but since he is only going to work at the hospital, he's been around a lot more.  I'm pretty sure the boys aren't going to know what to do when he's gone again.
Having to social distance has actually been a big blessing.  It allows us to slow down and be present.  It has shown me areas that I need to improve and refocus.  I get pretty uptight and want things done a certain way.  Changing habits is hard, so I need to be deliberate about my actions.  The boys adore David, he plays with them and is much more relaxed about certain things.  I am definitely not as fun and I'm always thinking about what has to be done. 

Mason 5/8/2020

Early one morning, 5:50am to be exact.  Mason was up because Porter had pulled a blanket out from beneath him and woken him up. When I came out of the room, Mason had a big smile on his face and he said he wanted to show me something.  He walked me down the stairs and points to the open storage door.  Then matter of factly he says, "The lock keeps opening and we can keep sneaking food." 
"The lock keeps letting us get food.  It keeps opening."
David and I had put a lock on the laundry/food storage room so that the boys wouldn't be able to keep getting food whenever they wanted.  Well, Mason was so proud of himself to be able to get in there and still get food.

Friday, March 13, 2020

Prague Days 3, 4, 5 and 6 (May 2018)

Thursday-  Today we toured the Jewish Quarter of Old Town.  It was a view into the life's of the Jewish people that living during WWII.  The tour included 3 synagogues and a cemetery.  The cemetery (oldest  housed over 85,000 bodies.  Originally there were about 12,000, but as more died and there was no place to bury them, they buried bodies on top of bodies.  The headstones and crooked and close together and the ground is heaped high and uneven.  No longer do people even have headstones marking where loved ones were buried.  It is said that in some places it is 12 people deep.  Jewish people do not believe in moving bodies once they have been put to rest, so this is why it has stayed this way.
Stops along the tour of the Jewish Museum included: Old Jewish Cemetery, Pinkas Synagogue, Maisel Synagogue, Klaus Synagogue and the Spanish Synagogue.  These along with the Old New Synagogue are some of the only remnants of the original Jewish Quarter.
The most humbling part of the entire experience was in the Pinkas Synagogue.  Someone lovingly and I'm sure painstakingly has written the names of all those Jews that were killed or died during WWII.  The names, locations of origin and birthday date and death date or date of exportation are recorded.  These names cover the walls.  There is also a small exhibition housing the work of Jewish children that were in the concentration camp, Theresienstadt.
There was a women that taught the children drawing and how to express themselves through art.  
After leaving the Jewish Quarter we did a walking tour of Old Town using Rick Steves book.  Then we headed to the River to walk along the river back to the hotel.  While we were walking we saw some people Zorbing and decided to try it out.  Basically you are put in transparent plastic orb and pushed out onto the water.  Then you attempt to stand and roll on water.  Of course David kept moving the tube and I could not stand up.  It was hilarious and we were laughing so hard.  We had to exert so much energy to try to keep ourselves up and to maintain balance.  By the end of 10 min we were exhausted and sweaty.
Thursday night we joined with many of the individuals from the conference for a dinner at the Zofin Palace.  We sat with a internal medicine physician and nurse perfusionist, Hannah, from Poland.  We also met Shruthi during this dinner.  Shruthi is PICU dr in Gainesville, FL, originally from India.  She also happened to be staying at our same hotel, The Corinthia, and David had recognized her from when we checked in.  The food was delicious and the entertainment amusing, but way too loud.  The entertainment was Havelka's Sisters performing swing music from the 20-40s. 
Friday- David spent part of the day at the conference, so I headed out without him.  I had not gotten off the train at the Muzeum stop, so I checked it out today.  It was the perfect stop.  It dropped me off right in the middle of New Town and St. Wensaclas Square.  I pulled out my handy Prague book and after reading the temporary exhibit discussing the history of the Czech Republic, I did a walking tour of New Town.  
The exhibit about the countries history was enlightening.  Within my lifetime these people experienced communism and the oppression from it.  Only in the late 1980's/early 1990's were they no longer under communist rule.  During less than a hundred year period they felt the effects of war and communism and hate.  
Along my walking I came across an international festival with a group of singers and dancers from Poland.  I thought about the strong traditions from some of these countries with their music, dance and native dress.  The United States doesn't really have this.  
I wandered on and headed across the Charles Bridge and dropped down into Little Quarter.  There is a park that I walked along before heading back to the hotel.  
Friday night we took our last trip to walk around Vysehrad Park.  We ran into Shruthi at the Vysehrad Cathedral.  It ended up being NOC (Night of the Churches), so all the churches around Prague were open and free to the public.  

Saturday- We checked our of the Corinthia hotel, so I headed downtown to check out another hotel and another part of town.  We decided to stay in the same area we were in, but move to the Holiday Inn.  We are in a quiet part of town and the downtown area is really easy to access by the metro.  
David headed to the conference for the last day and ended up winning an I-Pad for having the best pediatric oral presentation.  Yeah for David!!!
Saturday night we headed back down town to explore the city and night and to take in the Charles Bridge and lights of Prague Castle.  Around 10pm we met up with Shruthi and headed back to the hotel with her.  At our stop, we ended up talking for at least an hour or two.  We talked with her about the gospel and some of our beliefs.  Shruthi is Hindu, but she said she has similar beliefs and we talked about connecting with people.  She said meeting us was the best part of her trip.  She is such a genuine, good person.  You want to be around her because she eminates goodness.  We will definitely keep in touch with her.
She spoke about the Mormons she has met in her life and how they are all kind.  She works with a PA and a nurse and has a set of senior missionaries that live in her building.  Her network of Mormons is expanding and I'm pretty sure it's expanding for a reason.  I do not think it was a coincidence that we met.  God is in the details.

Sunday- We woke up early and went to church.  I love that most every place we have ever traveled, we have been able to find a church to attend.  There are a lot of Expat's and English speaking visitors, so they have Sacrament and Elders Quorum/RS translated into English and Sunday School is separated into an English class and a Czech class.  The Sunday School teacher was teaching for the first time.  He had a very organized/prepared lesson.  He looked like a lifelong member, super clean cut, wearing a suit and tie, white hair.  But, David and him spoke later and he learned that he is a convert of less than a year.  We talked with him and heard his story about joining the church.  He was able to be baptized along with his fiance by his father on his father's 75th birthday.  His dad had been trying to get him to join the church for years, so it was really sweet to hear how it ended.  He's hoping to go through the San Diego temple with his fiance in the fall and hopefully get to attend General Conference.
I also chatted with Andrea for a while.  She is living in Prague for 1 1/2 years while she teaches English to business men/women.  She is hoping to travel to other locations teaching English while she has a few years before her son gets married and has kids and her mother needs her.  She's from Cleveland, OH.
After church we napped at the hotel and the headed back downtown.  We took the metro to the bottom of Castle Hill and then took the #22 tram up to the top of Petrin Hill.  We walked up to the tower, walked around the park, ate Kielbasa and then then took the walk down to Prague Castle.  The views were incredible and it was a great way to end Sunday.  We did a final walk across the Charles Bridge and around Old Town before heading back to the hotel.

Monday- Day trip to the countryside in Northern Prague along the Germany border.  Hrensko and Pravcicka Brana

St. George Girl's Trip (2/21/2020-2/23/2020)

Over my birthday weekend 8 of us girls along with Brooks headed to St George to relax at play and Collyn’s parents vacation home.
Collyn Kirry
Greta Griffiths
Adrianne Murdock
Julie Hall
Annette Knight
Emily Benton
Kirsten Corbett

Hot tub
Movie
Indian food
Burgers and brussel sprouts
Rain
Run with Adrianne
Stupid human tricks
Talking and laughing
Relaxing by the pool

Brooks 6 months check-up (3/5/2020)

Height 25.59”
Weight 15 lbs, 4.9oz

Superman during tummy time
Rolled over once from back to tummy on 3/4/2020.  I missed it after 20+ min of working on it because I’d walked out of the room.  Megan saw him do it.
Laughs, squeals, says, “mmmmm” when hungry.
Naps 3x/day for about 45 min each.  Sleeps from about 7pm until 6:45am-7:15am.  Wakes up 3 times to eat.
Plays is exersaucer and high chair now.  Reaches for everything.
Still needs help to sit up.
He let his brothers know if he doesn’t like something they are doing by screaming at them and arching his back.
Laughs when Porter throws a tantrum.

Coronavirus (CoVID-19) 3/13/2020

Things have been getting a interesting around here.  Back in December a new strain of the coronavirus started in Wuhan, China.  It caused many illnesses and deaths and has been spreading since then.  Cruise ships were quarantined off the coast of China, hospitals were overloaded and makeshift facilities were built.  The virus has spread from there and is now over much of the world.  The US declared a state of emergency and it is now being called a pandemic.  I have definitely never seen anything like this in my lifetime.  In some ways it's hard to grasp the nature of the disease because we have not been impacted personally or seen the physical effects of it.  Some people are panicking and others think people are letting this get out of control and making a big deal out of nothing.  Over the last few weeks I have turned to the church to see what guidance and direction comes from the Prophet.  In my lifetime, I have never seen the church or the Prophet be swayed by the persuasions of the world.  I feel like this time is no different.  Near the end of 2018, the church introduced the Come Follow Me curriculum and the focus of home centered, church supported worship.  As we have been told that sacrament meetings will be temporarily suspended, I can't help but recognize the timely inspiration to prepare us for such a time as this.  I am excited to be home with my family and to get to worship together.  Also, we've been told to have food storage and emergency items on hand.  Now we are facing the possibility of quarantine and stores are depleted of essentials.  I am thankful for the guidance given by our living Prophet.  He truly is the mouthpiece for the Lord.  If we head his counsel, we will not be led astray.  He will help to lead us home. 
I am looking forward to the time with my family.  I feel like David and I are prepared physically.  We went a couple of weeks ago and spent $1500 plus restocking our supplies and our food storage.  Now I hope I am prepared spiritually. 
There have been several things that happened these last few days where I have felt a swell of gratefulness for my membership in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and the spirit has reaffirmed that this is Christ's church.  He is the cornerstone.  There is no need to fear if we look towards Him and recognize that God is in control.

On a lighter note, Brooks is sitting up by himself!!!  Way to go Brooksy.  I love that sweet, sweet boy. 

Porter has been telling "your momma" jokes.  I don't love hearing them, but the other day Mason said the funniest thing.  We were sitting at the dinner table and Porter said, "donkey poop".  Then out of the blue Mason said, "Your momma's donkey poop."  It was actually pretty hilarious.  David, Meg and I had to hide our snickering.

Tuesday, February 4, 2020

Update on all the boys (2/4/2020)

It has been too long since I've really written a good update on all the boys, so here we go. 

Porter-  He has gotten really into basketball since we got our basketball hoop and he's been playing on a basketball team.  He plays almost every day.  His favorite people to play with are Meg, David, Ash and his friends.  He thinks I'm annoying and I cheat....  I do not cheat.  We found him a new piano teacher and I'm so excited to have him back at it.  She seems to be a great fit too.  She's introducing the use of the metronome which is hard for me and Porter to get used to.  But, I think it'll be great for Porter.  Porter still doesn't love school.  He was invited to join a discovery group once a week with some other kids and he was excited about this, but it doesn't enjoy it as much as he did his group from last year.  Porter has started bearing his testimony at church on Fast Sunday.  We never know what he's going to say, but his testimonies have always been spot on, clear and have inspired other people.  I love that he enjoys to do this.  He still loves constantly doing something like playing board games, playing with friends usually football or basketball, talking with adult guests at our home that he likes, going on bike rides and reading.  Unfortunately we found out at his last dentist appt that he had 3 cavities, so that was a bummer.  For a few days after that he was really good at brushing, flossing and using mouth wash.  When he had his cavity filled we were really nervous, but he did tremendous.  Way better than myself or the dentist expected, but Dr Pettit really wanted to make sure it was a good experience for him and it was.  Porter has started typing Come Follow Me on his own and types up his own thoughts are summary of the reading.  I know he will love the scriptures as he does this.  Porter has confidence in all that he does. 

Jonas-  It is sad that we only have half a year left until Jonas goes to school.  I'm not really sure what Mason, David or I will do.  Mason and him are the best of buds and play all day long.  Jonas has started reading with is preschool and I love watching him learn to sound out words.  He is growing taller and is so strong.  His spirit is strong and he is able to articulate simply the truths of the gospel.  Just tonight he sang me the sweetest song that he made up as he went along.  It was about how he loved me and he would be sad if I died, but that if I did die I could live again because of Heavenly Father.  I wish I had recorded the entire song because it was precious.  Jonas has also started to learn some football and basketball.  He is so thrilled anytime he does something new or for the first time.  The first time he made a basket, the first time he made it all the way across the monkey bars, etc.  The other day we were playing at the playground and he kept working at the monkey bars until he got it and he practiced over and over again until he was faster and faster.
Jonas used to get discouraged when he'd practice writing if he didn't think his letters looked good, but his writing is so good now and he doesn't get discouraged anymore. 
Jonas continues to be a devoted friend to Ollie and is not concerned about getting more friends.  His prayers often consist of thanking Heavenly Father that he could play with Ollie or saying he missed playing with him, etc.  Jonas also gives the best compliments.  The other day, out of the blue, he looked at me and told me I was beautiful.  Melt my heart.  He also loves to give hugs and pinch your back while he's doing it.  He thinks it's so funny.  He also still gives kisses on the lips which is pretty tender. 

Mason-
A couple of weeks ago we found out Mason had to get glasses and last week we were able to pick them up.  They are adorable and he must notice a difference because we have no problem getting him to wear them all the time.  Usually he just takes them off for playing rough. 
Mason is growing tall and skinny.  He is fiery and knows what he wants and is not afraid to tell you.  He makes me laugh often.  He likes "tittles" (skittles).  If I ever need a helper, he's always the first one to be right in on the action.  He still needs to be potty trained, but he told me he would do it when he's as tall as Porter.  He does pee/poop on the toilet sometimes, but it's whenever he feels like it. 
When Mason gets mad, he'll say, "I'm not going to play with you ever again."  Obviously he's bluffing, because not much later he'll be playing again.  David and I both love to snuggle him and sometimes David needs a nap and he'll take Mason in the room with him and they will snuggled up together and go to sleep.  Mason is not scared of much, but sometimes he does appear shy.  But, let's be honest, he's not a shy kid. 

Brooks-
He's almost 5 months!  I love this snuggly little boy.  The past few weeks I feel like he's started to do a lot more.  He loves to grab his toes and roll to the side.  He's getting so much better at tummy time, but he still doesn't love it for that long.  If I put him in his bouncy seat, he will pull himself up so he's sitting upright rather than reclining.  I always think he's about to tip out.  He is ticklish and his giggles are the sweetest.  He is starting to love dad and Porter more too.  He started clasping his hands together a lot and now grabs at toys.  Brooks is becoming more interested in food and the other morning he was sitting on my lap and pulled my cereal pull off the table onto both of us.  He was not happy about the cold milk.  Neither was I.  He's still only had bananas and avocado, but he's definitely getting more interested in food. 
We're getting a little bit more of a predictable schedule during the day, but he still wakes up a lot at night.  But, I'm happy to see his sweet smile and kiss his squishy cheeks. 
I'm also pretty sure he likes to dance.  I hope so, the other boys all love to and they often ask Alexa to play different songs. 


Wednesday, January 15, 2020

12/25/19- Christmas Morning

When you wake up at 2:10am Christmas morning, you throw on your Christmas jammies because Dad said you couldn’t come upstairs without them.  After going to the bathroom you notice an iron man tattoo on your arm and it turns you into a believer in Santa again.  Porter comes in showing me his upper arm and says something like, “He really did it.  He got it good.”  Then he runs into the living room and says, “He brought Lucky Charms and a basketball for Jonas.”

Yesterday after the boys opened their new basketball standard, first Jonas informed us that he didn’t even like basketball. Then he says, “We don’t even have a basketball.”  Porter quickly found a Star Wars bouncy ball in the basement, but Mason had a fit (I like to claim it’s because he’s sick, but let’s be honest, he’s fiesty and fiery).  So,  David and I decided that Porter should open his new basketball.  Jonas was then sad that he didn’t have one and we realized that only one basketball could cause problems, so we told Jonas that maybe Santa would bring him one.  Thankfully Ash came through with the win and was able to find a similar “shiny one” at the store so Jonas could get one from Santa. 

So between the tattoo, Lucky Charms cereal and the basketball, we’ve successfully converted Porter into a believer again!

Christmas Day was magical.  The boys were so grateful and happy all day.  We played basketball, we played our new board games,  Jonas built Legos, we played Playdoh, Mason played with his annoying speaking hamster, etc.  It really was the best day with our little family and Ashley.  We read Luke 2.  I loved spending this day with our little family.

Friday, January 10, 2020

Jonas 5 year old check up (1/9/2020)

Jonas continues to be a tender, sweet boy.  Although, he definitely gets angry if bothered by his brothers.  He is doing well in preschool and it is so fun to watch him start learning to read.  Jonas is a little more of a perfectionist than his brothers, so he gets frustrated with himself if his letters aren't written perfectly, but he actually writes really well.  He is pretty athletic.  He still prefers to stay home and does not like new people or large crowds.  His best friend is still Ollie Griffis and that's really the only person he wants to play with besides family.  Jonas loves playing legos, riding his bike, playing games, reading, playing ninja and just having fun.  He can playing quietly by himself or with others.  If he gets in trouble or gets upset, he sometimes takes himself to his room and he'll fall asleep.  If it's during the day he'll take a nap, but if it's closer to bedtime, he'll be down for the night. 
Jonas has some really special gifts, but I don't think he is as confident as his other brothers which makes me so sad since David and I think he's pretty amazing. 
For his birthday he had Ollie come with us to Chuck e Cheese and then we had mac n cheese for dinner with Donuts and raspberry sherbert for dessert.  He was really worried Porter was going to ruin his birthday by teasing him.  Fortunately, he had a good birthday. 
I sure love this kid. 

BP 97/60
Pulse 72
Temp 36.7 °C (98.1 °F) (Temporal)
Ht 42" (106.7 cm)
Wt 17 kg (37 lb 6.4 oz)
BMI 14.91 kg/m²
BMI: Body mass index is 14.91 kg/m². (percentile 32 %ile (Z= -0.46) based on CDC (Boys, 2-20 Years) BMI-for-age

Mason 3 year check up (1/9/2020)

Mason had his 3 year check up a little late.  He is such a fun boy.  He's actually pretty easy going, but he definitely has some spice and sass.  If someone is going somewhere and they invite him to go, he's ready to go.  He likes to be on the move.  Jonas and him are the best little buddies and they play really well together for the most part.  Mason loves his hot wheels, legos and riding his bike.  He also really loves treats and if you ask him what present he wants, he will ask for candy.  For a while now, Mason has been the best helper.  He is always eager to help and work on projects, it doesn't matter what it is.  He loves his daddy and loves when dad gives him kisses and tickles him.  They have a sweet relationship and are best buddies.
Mason invited two friends, Tyson Mitchell and Tyler Lindberg, over for a birthday dinner of mac n cheese and chicken nuggets with strawberry cupcakes and sherbert ice cream for dessert.  It was fun to have his little friends over and they watched him open all his birthday presents and then played with him.  We got him a hot wheel track and a few cars.  The present was a hit and all the boys including Porter and Jonas loved it.
I adore Mason.  He is such a joy.

BP 97/57
Pulse 92
Temp 37.2 °C (99 °F) (Temporal)
Ht 38" (96.5 cm)
Wt 14.2 kg (31 lb 6.4 oz)
BMI 15.29 kg/m²
BMI: Body mass index is 15.29 kg/m². (percentile 26 %ile (Z= -0.64) based on CDC (Boys, 2-20 Years) BMI-for-age

During his appt we determined that he might have some vision problems.  These were the results and we are going in for an appt with an opthamalogist next week on Jan 14th to do further testing.

Vision Screening
Edited by: Makenzie Collins, MA-C

 
Right eye
Left eye
Both eyes
 
Without correction
20/30
20/40
 
 
Comments: Vision screen completed using WelchAllyn Spot Vision Screener with the following results:
 
OD (right eye)
DS (used to calculate visual acuity): +3.25
 
OS (left eye)
DS (used to calculate visual acuity): +4.00
 
Vision Screen results: Hyperopia

Brooks 4 month check up (1/7/2020)

How can Brooks already be 4 months old!  We love him so much.  His cheeks are squishy, he's smiley and he loves to laugh when tickled.  He is starting to take about 3 naps a day, sometimes this changes if his nap gets interrupted.  He still wakes up 2-3 times a night to eat, but he's starting to go to bed earlier between 7 and 8:30pm, so that's good.  He does not love tummy time and I'm not very good at making him do it.  Brooks is no where near rolling over, but he does kind of pull his upper body up when he's sitting in his bouncy seat.  He's working on his abs:).

At his 4 month check up these were his stats:
Temp 37.1 °C (98.7 °F) (Temporal)
Ht 23.86" (60.6 cm)
Wt 6254 g (13 lb 12.6 oz)
HC 41.3 cm (16.26")
BMI 17.03 kg/m²

He got 3 vaccine shots and one oral vaccine. He cried for his shots, but calmed quickly after. Later that night I did give him some tylenol because he was fussy, but after the tylenol he was so pleasant and happy.